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[Oct. 11th, 2004|12:10 am] |
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I had the most wonderful time this weekend. I miss you like crazy already. |
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[Oct. 4th, 2004|11:43 pm] |
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So I was happy today, Shanon called me, though it was 6:56 am to wish me good morning and say he missed me...isn't that cute :) |
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[Oct. 1st, 2004|04:13 am] |
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| |  happy | ] |
I know that it seems like all I do is talk about Shanon in my journal, but right now he is what occupies a lot of my mind space. Tonight he asked me if I would help him with job hunting once he figures out what he wants to do. And then we talked about him living down here and if he got a job when he had to be away I would be in charge of the household, and if he moved outta the state about taking me with him. And hell we even talked about marriage and kids. Things have been taking some seriously weird turns lately, not in a bad way, just wow. Oh ya, and he put my picture on the mantel, how cute is that, even if it is 4 years old, but he likes it.
On a REAL shitty note, tomorrow is Scotts last day on the outbound, that makes me very sad. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2004|03:52 am] |
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| | hey turn the sun, it's cold | ] |
Tryin to get to sleep here, but it's just not working. Probably because I just got home from being with Shanon and we all know how that goes for me these days. It usually means I can't sleep, or it will take me for fucking ever anyways. Oh well. I wish Friday would hurry up and get here so I can have lunch with my bestest friend. Oh ya I forgot to tell my good news. I got my money back from the damn robber, he confessed to doing it and so Mom and I got our money back. That was great! To bad the news paper article got EVERYTHING wrong...lol it was kinda funny though. Well, I guess enuff of my boring tangents here. |
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| Life |
[Sep. 26th, 2004|11:38 pm] |
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| |  exhausted | ] |
Someone stop the world, I want off. I am so tired, and I can't sleep, that's all I really want is to sleep, I can't even take a goddamn nap. To much stuff, school, work, robber, Shanon not being here with me...I think it's just a combination of all of these things, but I really don't know. ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! |
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[Sep. 26th, 2004|12:01 am] |
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| | worn the fuck out | ] |
CALGON TAKE ME AWAY! |
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| Could it get any worse? |
[Sep. 25th, 2004|03:24 am] |
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| |  and upset | ] |
Could today have possibly gotten any worse? I failed my test at school, get home a half an hour before I have to go to work and Paul tells me that a robber was in the house and he caught him still in the house. They broke in through my bedroom window, ripped up my entire room, and stole all the money that I had saved for Shanon and I, went into my parents room, and that's where he was when Paul came home. That in it's self was enough to make me call Shanon bawling my eyes out. Paul ended up having a struggle with this guy, got his car keys, then the guy when to the trunk to pull something out, Paul gave him back his keys because he thought it was gun, turns out it was a machetie....even better. Well, he got the license plate number and called 911. They did end up catching this guy within an hour, but he didn't have all my money on him, and who know's if I will even get it back. So, this nasty mohawk motherfucker was in my room, touched all my stuff, including every piece of clothing I own, even my underwear, and he stole my money and he spent it and now I don't even want to go in my room. My mom did spend all night cleaning everything while I was at work, but I am staying the night at grandmas where I am safe and no strange intruder has touched my bed or anything. Shanon did try very hard to make me feel better though, he took me to dinner and even tried to win me stuffed animals outta one of those crane machines. It was cute, and it meant alot too. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2004|04:02 am] |
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| |  contemplative | ] |
Another evening, another night alone. Oh well, I guess I need to suck it up, it's a while until May. The shitty thing is it's all comming together finally. How can timing be so bad and so good at the same time? I am not liking this whole testing thing, I think God has tried me enuff here. I don't know how all of a sudden you decided to show me that you really did care, cause now I am more in love with you than ever and more scared then ever about you being gone some day because you wanna move on to something different. So everything seems to have changed, but when you get restless are you gonna take me to? Ugh. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2004|03:39 am] |
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| |  sad | ] |
I am not sure I can make it until May. I am tired of leaving u every night, especially after talking tonight. |
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[Sep. 21st, 2004|04:17 am] |
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I have the cutest boyfriend ever! He called me every day this weekend while he was fishing with his buddies. Things have really changed between us, and it's really nice. I finally told Paul how old Shanon is, he actually didn't have problem with it, I was glad about that one. So now I just need to find out when Shanon wants to meet the family...YIKES. Grandpa even asked me today when he was going to meet him. I sure do love that man though. |
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| To my suprise |
[Sep. 18th, 2004|06:45 pm] |
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| | giddy | ] |
I was on my way home from walmart this evening and my phone rang, to my favorite tune: That's a Big 10-4 on ur phone ringin'. I quickly answered, and yes it was my favorite person on the other end. He called just say hi and to talk for a minute, he was on his way back to camp. No fish yet, but he's gonna call tomorrow and let me know. I sure do love that man. |
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[Sep. 18th, 2004|04:14 am] |
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| | lonely | ] |
I sure do miss you... |
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| Can you believe some people! |
[Sep. 16th, 2004|10:27 pm] |
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| | irate | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bowling for soup, 1985 | ] |
So, Shanon and I were sitting talking last night when he brings up the picture that I gave him. He says: 'I can't find it anywhere.' He never loses anything, let alone something that I gave him. So he says: 'You know me, I never lose anything. It was in my log book and I never took it out.' I was thinking this was kinda weird.so I told him that I would try and find another one for him. Then he says he knows what really happened to it. ARE YOU READY FOR THIS! He was over at Lynn's and she got into his log book and took it. WTF. What is this ladies problem. Ugh, I so not pleased with this what-so-ever. I hope I run into her while I am in Cadillac in a couple weeks. |
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| Bitches |
[Sep. 12th, 2004|01:59 am] |
I remember why I don't like having female friends...I can't stand the attitudes and the bullshit. I mean, what the hell is there to get pissy about the fact that I am just leaving Meijer with my mom, I mean seriously. I am not here to entertain anyone but myself. So yep, I didn't call and I didn't go. Get urself out of all ur own messes tonight sweetheart. |
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[Sep. 11th, 2004|03:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | missing u like crazy | ] |
is it monday yet...I just left u and I miss u already! |
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[Sep. 10th, 2004|05:10 am] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
so did I mention that the brakes on my car went out while I was getting off the highway at 70 mph? Isnt that just cool. |
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| Soul Baring |
[Sep. 10th, 2004|04:21 am] |
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| | contemplative | ] |
Tonight Shanon bared so much to me about his childhood, and what makes him how he is now, how he's trying to changed. It makes me wanna cry how people could do some of the things that they did to my baby. I wish I could take all that pain away... |
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| I am so excited |
[Sep. 9th, 2004|01:58 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ecstatic | ] |
So the best thing happened last night! Shanon invited me up to Cadillac the second weekend in October to his new house. He got a cottage on Lake Mitchell. Now if that isn't awesome. He also talked about meeting my parents, which I really want to happen, but a little nervous about Paul. He doesn't know he's so much older than me. Not that I care. And then we got to talkin about money and he said something about a bill he's been paying off for a cpl years. And I said what was that? And his response was u'll see...hmmm a little strange, but not going to read to much into it. Makes me wonder though. So ya, I am so excited. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2004|03:27 am] |
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| | sleepy | ] |
I saw Shanon tonight, after a WAY to long holiday weekend. He was having a crabby day, but not to me. It seems to be a common theme as of late. I'm crabby, Manda's crabby, hell we're all crabby! It's all good though. He really liked my hair, I was glad. I really can't believe how much I miss him these days when he is gone. It's kinda scary. |
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| I am slightly irritated |
[Aug. 30th, 2004|02:25 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
I emailed Tim tonight so I could see how much I still owed him for the car, even though I already know. I just wanted to check. Well, he said I owed him $100 more than what I do. Now I am waiting for him to get back at me. I am not paying him more than I owe, though I am sure he just made a mistake. So I looked in all my check book duplicates and found all the checks that I had sent him and the date, so I sent them to him. I hope he gets it figured out. GRRRR No more buying of things from Kyle's friend that's for sure! |
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